想太多

是我的天性。想反面也是不得已。

難熟也是我長久以來的困擾，所以跟人與人之間那互動。。。我還真是不行。總是有隔閡，有距離，有說不出的。。。怪。

我。。。awkward嗎？
我。。。weird嗎？

以上全是吧。

我管嗎？我不能，我沒法。我。。。不去思考。

I can't make out the fatigue i have here, is it from the chalet? or is it from my mind's toying with me. i can't stand this madness. thinking and thinking and thinking... i wonder if some friends are worth taking it to another level. its more like a suitability question compared to a worthiness kind of question. hmms.

oh duhs. i believe in the bigger cause, the bigger picture. i have 4 steps in front of you. if i weren't that lazy, i wud be there. and there wouldn't exist this question.

i just wish for myself to be... more 爭氣。

加油吧，混蛋！