歲末

feeling independent is good isnt it?

if the power of love isnt big enough to cause any change, it either isnt love or it isnt as magical as i thot.

this hot and cold bouts keep on coming dont it? i wonder when it will ever stop. written in books, foretold by astrologers; somethings, no matter how unwilling to sccept or face, has to turn out to be true? srsly?

well well, i can only wish. things wont deja vu. im still too immature for all this.

夢

i have a dream, some how. i dont have a target, i dont have a goal, that is MY big problem. it... is plainly because i have issues with goal setting. i need to start learning, of some sort.

i really have to learn it, ill write it down. soon enough, like now.

first goal next year, hopefully i get to a certain amt, i want to save up, as well as get to half the amount of getting a car.

goals goals goals

明天 wicked

hallo world, returned home, tired, but ready to make a difference to my body. i hope i can keep up with the amount of workload on my legs. i pray pray. lol

wonderful Malacca, wonderful people, life is... good.

從日本回來了。。。

我開始做事了。。。
我。。。會堅持下去。
我一定要。

唉。

我們都不知道以後吧？以自己最舒服的方式活下去，或許會比活得富有與有名利開心吧？幸福怎麼算？

該放開的。。。

總該放開。在這兩個禮拜里，我又放棄了甚麼？很明顯的，我少了遊戲的時間，我其實。。。能沒有遊戲。但也知道，那只是因為有東西或有event吧。。。我都放得掉的。是該長大了嗎？我總覺得我永遠長不大，或許這才是我最慘的地方吧，永遠都沒法順心！媽的！

要完了。。。

旅行就快到個段落。。。有點傷感與不知所措。but... its good, shall get ready for reality soon enough!

初次日本游

its interesting how this place is like, and the people are very societal. i wonder if they are all actually aliens as a matter of fact. i really think tt no other place has such strong hive mind. what if they are already amongst us?

oh what the hell.

its a good place to shop, walk about, tonnes of things to see, would be 20 times more enjoyable if i knew what they were saying. the language barrier for me is subtly painful srsly. growls! why you no learn japanese properly! RAWRRRR! ok harajukuXakihabara time!

音樂。。。

讓人想象。

我的想象，不需音樂。。。就已超過了。OVER，太OVER了。。。
 然而，因爲音樂，我的想象似乎又回來了。。。不該回來的，回來了。
看看。。。日本會對我有什麽影響吧。。。

countdown... 31小時。

saturday

spent doing misc... veri veri... misc kinda life. du du du du du du

見。。。

old classmates. most of them haven't changed. some have progressed in life, no more gaming, no more childish stuff. gaming? for kids? really? still?

oh wells... idk, i dont care either. ah, great, good nights!

walked and walked

as i travelled by foot from chinatown to clarke quay to city hall to suntec and then back to city hall to take the mrt back.

first time i see so much yen and so much money in my hands, target, to make it mine, and to make it reality.

will work for it, will slog it out, will... make it true.