Saturday, February 16, 2013

Dear friend, #9

Dear friend,

HELLO. It's been awhile. ITS BEEN RAINING. Like everyday. Can? Let me provide you with some structure in this post.

1. Imma say sth abt skoo stuff
2. Imma talk about my own stuff
3. Imma talk about random stuff
4. Imma crap abit about idkwts

School.
It's like week 7 soon.
CA1 is around the corner, not a bowl of prunes.
Many are panicking, while my sec1s are IP and they have so much freedom and room.

CA1, I feel, is relatively manageable and if you can get A, GET IT, why waste that 10 - 15%? Unless you have no choice, score it; if you need help, ask for it; if some things aren't going right somewhere in life, tell somebody you can trust. Don't fall into oblivion. We all need a little support sometimes.

Other than the academics, some people are making life hard, can't say who, don't wish to make it known, and don't think it is fair to some good _ who would be forced to make decisions they don't wish to... There are also so many other things going on that need to be solved, so many years, and you mean nobody said anything? I really wonder who sweeps all that dust under the rug. Such a big rug, so much dust, I am allergic to dust. That wasn't a lie though. I AM ALLERGIC TO DUST. *cough cough*

Other than having to commit to _ for no reasons, why can't those _ just pack up and go? My friend do you see my view point? Would you stand with me? Would you be able to? Have you enough punch to do so? *punch punch*

It really doesn't need a _ to tell the _ that "put your kids' interests right in front" and you wouldn't go wrong right? Seriously, why did you become _ in the first place?

If you had other secret agenda in mind when you joined the service. I REALLY HOPE YOU QUIT. CAUSE IT IS KIDS AND THEIR LIVES WE ARE TALKING ABOUT HERE. ONE YEAR IS 365 DAYS AND 8760 HOURS AND 525600 MINUTES AND 31536000 SECONDS. YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN? STOP WASTING YOUR OWN TIME AND THEIRS!
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I rerealised I need to sleep early. Late nights -> lack of exercise -> lack of endorphins -> lack of energy and motivation and -> inertia to work -> vicious cycle to sleep late >:

If this were to go on, I would then break down into a million pieces yah? I hope you can help me out here my friend. Otherwise life has been good with the time I have on my hands, and the time I have to go walk around in Punggol and the other places I would soon go to HAHA.

I like origami, and the only reason why I give some of them away is because I have no space at home. Oh so sad. Frankly speaking, each piece of those papers costs like at least around a dollar, and the ones I am going to make, [the papers costs 16USD each], feels so broke LOL, oh wells you buy paper to make origami... right? I mean... I. Not you. LOL. I can feel this connection, that will bring origami deep into my life... 10 - 20 years down the road, and hopefully I can spearhead something in the far future. Other than that, I have no idea where my life will go in 3 years. 5 years. 7 years. I am unsettled, especially this year. For some reason.

BUT HEY as i listen to OneRepublic's Good Life, I kinda think that I am having a good life oh so so SUCH INDULGENCE >: Hope you are having a good one my friend!
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Something random. I am running out of time. and money. I AM RUNNING OUT OF EVERYTHING ARGH!!! ok the end LOL.
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I wanna watch movies, so I watch them while marking, and guess what, my computer is directly opposite the  TV. Thanks lor. Then TV on. Then movie on. Then I listen to what? IDK MAN. SO NOISY. URGH. I LIKE SILENCE LIKE THAT. Sometimes. Oh man my arms are cramping up. Stupid strained forearms. My friend can you like send me something to help relieve that? Cause I don't konw ohw to hlep msyefl.

Hope to tell you more soon. And yes HAPPY 人日。I didnt lao yusheng today though. Oh wells. HAPPY CATURDAY! And may your Sunday be schmacking too!

xoxo,
mo